even the cat is scared of me

time of arrival, Fort Lauderdale airport: 2:15 am. time of sleep monday night: 2:49 am. time of awaking, tuesday morning: 5:45 am.

work blows.

my administration is incompetant.

security can't keep students on OUTDOOR SUSPENSION away from my goddamn motherfucking room during the middle of a schoolday.

i have no phone in my room. still.

i feel unsafe at school on a regular basis, ever since a fucking student attacked me over a cell phone.

i have too much FIU work to do.

i have had 3 alcoholic drinks and the equivalent of 5 caffeinated ones since 6:30 am this morning.

the "empowering" test that i gave to my students failed miserably; 75% of the students REFUSED TO COMPLETE 30% of the test.

i am so fucking tired.